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The New Civil
Service
I watched two men enter the lobby of the
Hotel Mowafaq.
Most Afghans seemed to glide up the
center of the lobby staircase with their shawls trailing
behind them like Venetian cloaks. But these men wore Western
jackets, walked quietly, and stayed close to the banister. I
felt a hand on my shoulder. It was the hotel
manager.
"Follow them." He had never spoken to me before.
"I'm sorry, no," I said. "I am busy."
"Now. They are from the government."
I followed him to a room on a floor I didn't know existed
and he told me to take off my shoes and enter alone in my
socks. The two men were seated on a heavy blackwood sofa,
beside an aluminum spittoon. They were still wearing their
shoes. I smiled. They did not. The lace curtains were drawn
and there was no electricity in the city; the room was
dark.
"Chi kar mikonid?" (What are you doing?) asked
the man in the black suit and collarless Iranian shirt. I
expected him to stand and, in the normal way, shake hands
and wish me peace. He remained seated.
"Salaam aleikum" (Peace be with you), I said, and
sat down.
"Waleikum a'salaam. Chi kar mikonid?" he repeated
quietly, leaning back and running his fat manicured hand
along the purple velveteen arm of the sofa. His bouffant
hair and goatee were neatly trimmed. I was conscious of not
having shaved in eight weeks.
"I have explained what I am doing many times to His
Excellency, Yuzufi, in the Foreign Ministry," I said. "I was
told to meet him again now. I am late."
A pulse was beating strongly in my neck. I tried to
breathe slowly. Neither of us spoke. After a little while, I
looked away.
The thinner man drew out a small new radio, said
something into it, and straightened his stiff jacket over
his traditional shirt. I didn't need to see the shoulder
holster. I had already guessed they were members of the
Security Service. They did not care what I said or what I
thought of them. They had watched people through hidden
cameras in bedrooms, in torture cells, and on execution
grounds. They knew that, however I presented myself, I could
be reduced. But why had they decided to question me? In the
silence, I heard a car reversing in the courtyard and then
the first notes of the call to prayer.
"Let's go," said the man in the black suit. He told me to
walk in front. On the stairs, I passed a waiter to whom I
had spoken. He turned away. I was led to a small Japanese
car parked on the dirt forecourt. The car's paint job was
new and it had been washed recently. They told me to sit in
the back. There was nothing in the pockets or on the
floorboards. It looked as though the car had just come from
the factory. Without saying anything, they turned onto the
main boulevard.
It was January 2002. The American-led coalition was
ending its bombardment of the Tora Bora complex; Usama Bin
Laden and Mullah Mohammed Omar had escaped; operations in
Gardez were beginning. The new government taking over from
the Taliban had been in place for two weeks. The laws
banning television and female education had been dropped;
political prisoners had been released; refugees were
returning home; some women were coming out without veils.
The UN and the U.S. military were running the basic
infrastructure and food supplies. There was no frontier
guard and I had entered the country without a visa. The
Afghan government seemed to me hardly to exist. Yet these
men were apparently well established.
The car turned into the Foreign Ministry, and the gate
guards saluted and stood back. As I climbed the stairs, I
felt that I was moving unnaturally quickly and that the men
had noticed this. A secretary showed us into Mr. Yuzufi's
office without knocking. For a moment Yuzufi stared at us
from behind his desk. Then he stood, straightened his baggy
pinstriped jacket, and showed the men to the most senior
position in the room. They walked slowly on the linoleum
flooring, looking at the furniture Yuzufi had managed to
assemble since he had inherited an empty office: the
splintered desk, the four mismatched filing cabinets in
different shades of olive green, and the stove, which made
the room smell strongly of gasoline.
The week I had known Yuzufi comprised half his career in
the Foreign Ministry. A fortnight earlier he had been in
Pakistan. The day before he had given me tea and a boiled
sweet, told me he admired my journey, laughed at a
photograph of my father in a kilt, and discussed Persian
poetry. This time he did not greet me but instead sat in a
chair facing me and asked, "What has happened?"
Before I could reply, the man with the goatee cut in.
"What is this foreigner doing here?"
"These men are from the Security Service," said
Yuzufi.
I nodded. I noticed that Yuzufi had clasped his hands
together and that his hands, like mine, were trembling
slightly.
"I will translate to make sure you understand what they
are asking," continued Yuzufi. "Tell them your intentions.
Exactly as you told me."
I looked into the eyes of the man on my left. "I am
planning to walk across Afghanistan. From Herat to Kabul. On
foot." I was not breathing deeply enough to complete my
phrases. I was surprised they didn't interrupt. "I am
following in the footsteps of Babur, the first emperor of
Mughal India. I want to get away from the roads.
Journalists, aid workers, and tourists mostly travel by car,
but I --"
"There are no tourists," said the man in the stiff
jacket, who had not yet spoken. "You are the first tourist
in Afghanistan. It is mid-winter -- there are three meters
of snow on the high passes, there are wolves, and this is a
war. You will die, I can guarantee. Do you want to die?"
"Thank you very much for your advice. I note those three
points." I guessed from his tone that such advice was
intended as an order. "But I have spoken to the Cabinet," I
said, misrepresenting a brief meeting with the young
secretary to the Minister of Social Welfare. "I must do this
journey."
"Do it in a year's time," said the man in the black
suit.
He had taken from Yuzufi the tattered evidence of my walk
across South Asia and was examining it: the clipping from
the newspaper in western Nepal, "Mr. Stewart is a pilgrim
for peace"; the letter from the Conservator, Second Circle,
Forestry Department, Himachal Pradesh, India, "Mr. Stewart,
a Scot, is interested in the environment"; from a District
Officer in the Punjab and a Secretary of the Interior in a
Himalayan state and a Chief Engineer of the Pakistan
Department of Irrigation requesting "All Executive Engineers
(XENs) on the Lower Bari Doab to assist Mr. Stewart, who
will be undertaking a journey on foot to research the
history of the canal system."
"I have explained this," I added, "to His Excellency the
Emir's son, the Minister of Social Welfare, when he also
gave me a letter of introduction."
"From His Excellency Mir Wais?"
"Here." I handed over the sheet of letterhead paper I had
received from the Minister's secretary. "Mr. Stewart is a
medieval antiquary interested in the anthropology of
Herat."
"But it is not signed."
"Mr. Yuzufi lost the signed copy."
Yuzufi, who was staring at the ground, nodded
slightly.
The two men talked together for a few minutes. I did not
try to follow what they were saying. I noticed, however,
that they were using Iranian -- not Afghan -- Persian. This
and their clothes and their manner made me think they had
spent a great deal of time with the Iranian intelligence
services. I had been questioned by the Iranians, who seemed
to suspect me of being a spy. I did not want to be
questioned by them again.
The man in the stiff jacket said, "We will allow him to
walk to Chaghcharan. But our gunmen will accompany him all
the way." Chaghcharan was halfway between Herat and Kabul
and about a fortnight into my journey.
The villagers with whom I was hoping to stay would be
terrified by a secret police escort. This was presumably the
point. But why were they letting me do the journey at all
when they could expel me? I wondered if they were looking
for money. "Thank you so much for your concern for my
security," I said, "but I am quite happy to take the risk. I
have walked alone across the other Asian countries without
any problems."
"You will take the escort," said Yuzufi, interrupting for
the first time. "That is nonnegotiable."
"But I have introductions to the local commanders. I will
be much safer with them than with Heratis."
"You will go with our men," he repeated.
"I cannot afford to pay for an escort. I have no
money."
"We were not expecting any money," said the man in the
stiff jacket.
"This is nonnegotiable," repeated Yuzufi. His broad knee
was now jigging up and down. "If you refuse this you will be
expelled from the country. They want to know how many of
their gunmen you are taking."
"If it is compulsory, one."
"Two ... with weapons," said the man in the dark suit,
"and you will leave tomorrow."
The two men stood up and left the room. They said
good-bye to Yuzufi but not to me. | June 2006
Copyright
© 2006 Rory Stewart
Rory
Stewart has written for The New York Times
magazine, Granta and the London Review of
Books, and is the author of The Prince of the
Marshes. A former fellow at the Carr Center for Human
Rights Policy at Harvard's John F. Kennedy School of
Government, he was awarded the Order of the British Empire
by the British government for services in Iraq. He lives in
Scotland.
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